The Process

     So many things take so much time. And the parts that you think will take the longest don’t always, and all that stuff at the end always takes longer than you think. And the number of times you’ve thought about it versus actually doing it is so insane. And sometimes people check up on it but mostly it’s just you and it. And what it is at the end is, of course, never as you pictured it at the beginning. And that brings up all these new questions about why you started it in the first place. And then at some point it’s over, and you’re back to yourself, and then something else comes up that makes you say, “I think I want to do that.”